feel you bro, as a cat lover, I had seen 2 cats passed in my hands. one fell off the air con compressor, so total of 3 had left us.
the most recent one which passed on, has been with us for 22 years. solid human 22 years, you can feel our sorrow. My mum was holding onto her while JoJo, my cat's name, was breathing her last few breaths. Even steroid injections could not make her stand on her feet again.
At one point, she wants to pee. Instead of peeing on my mum, JoJo struggles, break free from my mum, and just lay on the floor, un-controllingly pee over herself. She is already dying, but still has the sense of mind not to dirty my mum.
JoJo has left us last year. with much struggles she had, we did not give up on her, and she did not, even till her last moment.
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